Just so you know.

i thought it would be just a phase that it would pass through soon if i stop bothering about it.

the truth is i miss the times we spent together. we've drifted so far apart. i'm really amazed by how much have changed. it just feels weird now.

why can't you see my point? why do you doubt me? why can't you at least try to balance? i don't get it. you said you're trying. i know you are. but apparently not hard enough.

seriously, if thats the case, i don't see a need for me to try anymore. i'm really sick of trying.because i know you wouldn't care even if i tried again. you are just oblivious to everything that's happening around.

i should just listen to what people tell me to do. Ignore.

thats it. i give up :)